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~~~Author's Note: Haven't written for an Ayato x Fem! Reader yet so I gave it a go...Tell me what ya think!~~~




You were by no means a 'weakling' Ayato disliked. Heck if it had to come between you and him, you knew the brawl would leave either leave you both with severe injuries or dead. 



Thus came one rainy afternoon as you faced off the said teen. It would come as no shock to see his biting eyes inspecting your form.



"Get out of the way." The blue-haired male seethed.



"No."



Ayato's eyes narrowed. "Don't make me do this, {First}." His kagune flapped behind him, its menacing red threatening to puncture a new hole into your form. 



But you couldn't move out of his way. How could you? You had to rescue Kaneki from Yamori despite Ayato yelling he was dead. You could remember Touka's distraught face when she tried to attack him but you stopped her. You became angry he was trying to tear down her strong will. She was his sister after all! What an arrogant prick. 



Touka tried to make a run at him again; you could practically feel her anger and frustration seeping out of her. However, your strong, graceful arm firmly pushed her back while your own Kagune emerged from your spine. "Don't fall for his tricks, Touka." You growled. 



The female flicked her eyes to you, outraged. "I have to shut his ass up and find Kaneki!"



Furiously you shook your head, "No, you don't have to fight him. Leave that to me." Her surprised face snapped to you. Weakly you grinned, "Trust me, I can handle him. You go and find Kaneki for me."



"But-."



"But nothing. Go find him before that asshole tries to stop you." You sighed as your stretched your Kagune to its full height. "Go!" You commanded and she quickly nodded, heading inside the building where Kaneki was held.



Seeing his sister was going to head to Yamori, Ayato quickly tried to stop her using his kagune to shoot razor-sharp bullets. Yet you could not let that happen. In a flash, you blocked his bullets and hastily struck Ayato. Of course, his reflexes were at par with your own. You smirked. 'So he has gotten faster, eh?' You thought, 'This shall be a fun fight'.



Ayato snarled at your counterattack. When he noticed Touka had successfully made it into the building, he attempted to follow her again. Although you knew Ayato was a total jerk, you knew he somewhat cared for his older sister. But today she had to rescue Kaneki, he was your friend also.



You turned to Ayato as old feelings of the past resurfaced. 



When you were younger, Ayato and Touka were your closest friends. Despite this close friendship, you felt you had grown closer to Ayato than Touka. It even came to a point when you had a crush on the said boy. All was well until his father disappeared. You noticed a change in Ayato, and soon he displayed violent tendencies until he ultimately left you and Touka behind-. 



"RAAAH!"



After that split second of remembering your past, your pupils shrunk watching Ayato's kagune heading straight to your chest. Survival instinct taking over, you dodged the incoming attack to your chest, though the blow hit your shoulder. You bit your tongue to keep from crying out in pain. No way were you going to give him the satisfaction of hearing your wail. 



Ayato's Kagune withdrew and he smirked. "You shouldn't get so easily distracted, moron." 



You watched blood- your blood- drip from his kagune to the floor in fat ruby drops. Standing firm despite the agonizing pain in your left shoulder, you chuckled. "You're right." You whipped out your kagune and attacked in quick succession.



"What the-!" Ayato didn't expect you to move so fast with a deep injury you had. However, he didn't know that with each blow you gave him resulted in more blood loss.



Body flipping and kagune ripping, your screams evenly matched his. Most of your attacks landed square on his body and it emotionally hurt you that this was the only way to stop him. He tried several times to halt your assault but you had learned from countless battles to be one step ahead of your opponent. At one moment of your fight, he was close to severing your leg but using your smaller body to your advantage, you sharply dove to the ground before slicing up. You winced when you heard the sickening sound of flesh tearing. 'I'm so, so sorry. Please forgive me, Ayato!' You thought.



Each slash had fully covered the ground in blood. Ayato lied in a collapsed heap in the middle of it and you could have sobbed but you had to stay strong. Any moment of weakness and one of his buddies could strike. But inwardly you desperately wished you didn't have to do this. It was stupid, yet you loved him. Only him. 



You stood over Ayato's body saddened. "I wish it hadn't come to this."  Fingers partially stretching out to touch him, to silently beg for his forgiveness the torture you had caused him, a sickening crunch resonated in the bloodstained arena.



RIIIIIIIP!



Blinking, you stared at him shocked. "A-Ayato." Your voice shook as you sunk to the ground. How could you have been so foolish? How could you let your guard down when he clearly pretended to stay still 'defeated' until he took the coward's way to strike? Oh yes, he was smart. He had sneakily shot his kagune outward, stabbing you straight in the abdomen. 



Blood pooled in your mouth and you found it hard to breathe. 'Why?' You weren't by any means going to kill him...then why did he decide to kill you?



Watching your dismayed expression made Ayato's eyes stung. He didn't want to do it, but he could feel Yamori's henchmen standing in the shadows watching. Those pricks didn't lift a finger to help him but he was more than sure if he failed killing you, he too would share your grim fate- brutally.



Catching your collapsing body, Ayato's unshed tears threatened to peek through. 



You stared into his handsome face, shock melting into sorrow. Your mind kept resonating 'Why?' but you kept your mouth shut. It surprised you again to see Ayato grief-striken. Since when did he care about anyone but himself? "I didn't want to do this." He whispered, ironically repeating your last line.



Though you were tempted to be angry with him, you found you couldn't. You were glad to see his attractive face close to yours before you died. Putting a hand to his chest, you could gently feel his distressed heartbeat. "But you had to." You managed to murmur before coughing. Staring up at his eyes, you thought the words you were too stubborn to say out loud. 'I love you....' 



For a second, Ayato lost his cool and a sharp cry escaped him. He graced his fingers over your opened dead eyes to shut them closed.



His forehead touched yours in melancholy and after a few moments he then dashed off to find his elder sister.




~~~Timeskip of The Rare Teary-Eyed Ayato and The Reader... Dead?~~~




A feeble heartbeat resonated in your ears. 'What is that?' You felt yourself being carried. 'Where am I?' Slowly, your keen sense of smell came back to you and you found it was Yoshimura carrying, to what you assumed, was your dead body. 



'But if I'm dead, then why can I still feel? Still smell?'



Slowly you were put on a hard surface and heard Kaneki and Touka whispering, "Come back..." Mildly you heard the clinking of metal tools and a deep voice in the background...Uta? 'What's going on?' 



Something sickeningly sweet was placed over your nose and the never ending darkness overcame you once again. 





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In the oncoming days of these off and on flashes of reality and perhaps the in-between, you found you were somehow miraculously alive.



Astonishment was the first thing you felt. You were more than sure Ayato had killed you on that godforsaken place. Yet as time went by, you were slowly convinced that you were living in this cruel reality.



Although, Kaneki, Touka, and the gang kept telling you that you were lucky to be alive and offered you comfort, you found no solace. This was because vengeance was bubbling within you; it was so sad how love could easily transition to hate.



It wasn't till the third week did you realize the degree of your obsessed anger.



Alone for many hours in your hospital room, you devised a plan. A plan that could very well be the end of you; the end of your humanity. You were going to find Ayato and when you did, no matter how much you used to love him,- 



He was going to pay. 
Oh snap! Ayato...is so dead xD 


So since I wrote my first Ayato fanfic with a Male! Reader (this one: Strength - Ayato x Dom! Reader), I decided to do a Fem! Reader this time. Tell me how it went. Please critique if you can! tokyo ghoul gif Ayato Kirishima 


Omg #dominantreadermonth is almost over! Must- write -more! tokyo ghoul gif Ayato Kirishima 


Anyway, enjoy the feels in this one! I almost miss writing angst. Surprisingly i am amazed how bloody it got LOL



Watch out for an Attack on Titan story soon! It shall be epic~ tokyo ghoul gif Ayato Kirishima 


P.s. Pic is not owned by me.
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frailityofgenius Featured By Owner Jun 29, 2016  Student Writer
SEQUEL?

THIS WAS SO GOOD HOLY SHIT. I can see so much coming from this wow, it just
wow
I can't even talk I'm so wow
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Bingoong123 Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2016
Is there a second part?! I WANT IT!!
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ketsamachan Featured By Owner Dec 27, 2015  Student General Artist
Y ES DESTROY HI M!!
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Erikag-777 Featured By Owner Sep 20, 2015  Student Writer
Holy crap!!  Joker Clap  Joker Clap  Are you gonna do a seond part???! Pleassssseeee
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theflaryflareon Featured By Owner Jul 4, 2015  Student Writer
Haha is it weird that I cried here and can't seem to cry in other cheating stories. Very well written, most certainly. Clap Clap Clap Epic clap Epic clap Epic clap Happy Clap Happy Clap Happy Clap Clap Clap Clap Clap Clap Clap Clap Clap Clap Clap 
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Badblood13 Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2015
...words cant describe how i feel right now. Like i felt really sad when the reader "dies" yet anxious when shes still alive. I honestly love it and hope you can make a second part for this :)
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Attackonfanfiction Featured By Owner Mar 26, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Ohh, this was very interesting! Ayato seemed to be in character too B)
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Kal-a-Cas Featured By Owner Mar 26, 2015
Daww thank you hun! :D 


Yeah I tried very hard to keep him in character! I'm glad I accomplished that!


Oh btw how are ya?! I haven't heard from you in a long time! ;_;
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Attackonfanfiction Featured By Owner Mar 27, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Aw, you're welcome! ;v;

And I've been doing pretty good! How about you? c:
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Kal-a-Cas Featured By Owner Mar 28, 2015
I am doing good! I just went to chili's and that mango tea was awesome! :D
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S-h-A-d-O-w--C-a-T Featured By Owner Mar 26, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Aaah. I totally thought I was dead.
I love how Reader does this entire 360 on us and goes from a fleeting moment of loving to eternal hatred. 
And I- totally have been reading way to much Tokyo Ghoul, because I've fallen for Ayato. XD 
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Kal-a-Cas Featured By Owner Mar 26, 2015
Lol I wouldn't kill the reader off so easily...maybe xD


Nah, I love stories with a twist so I decided you guys would like one too. The Reader did love Ayato for a long time but he sort of killed her. So...revenge was the way to go! ^^;


Dude, Tokyo Ghoul is freaking awesome! I have fallen for Kaneki (Haise) in truth. You can have Ayato x3
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MeiBellis Featured By Owner Mar 25, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
goodness, thank god, I thought I died again xD
I mean whats with everyone killing read-chan lately ;;
Brillant as always, this is a rare sight to see him cry and my feels were all over the place <3
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Kal-a-Cas Featured By Owner Mar 26, 2015
Lol! xD


Really? People have been killing Reader-chan lately? Oh...well I don't really do that- I like my stories to have twists. Having the Reader to me is like "THE END". Which I hate because I believe there is no true end but whateves xD

Thankies girl! :3 And I'm glad I let you feel 'da feels train' ;D
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MeiBellis Featured By Owner Mar 26, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
maybe killing reader-chan can be your next twist >:3
Jk, but yeah, its been something Ive seen lately xD

It was an honor to be on the feels train^^
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Kal-a-Cas Featured By Owner Mar 26, 2015
Haha well Reader-chan never fails to amaze ;D

Wow. People like to kill their Reader's then xD

Aww I will invite you on the 'Feels Train' whenever I write more fanfics like these :3
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MeiBellis Featured By Owner Mar 26, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
cant wait xD c:
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The-WinterRose Featured By Owner Mar 25, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Aw man! You're stirring up mah feals!!!!!!! :iconfealsplz:
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Kal-a-Cas Featured By Owner Mar 25, 2015
I'm sowwy, hun! ><


But in all fairness it was Ayato's fault...or was it Yamori's henchmen? Gah, either way its so sad Reader-chan became avenging. *cries* D'x


(btw haha that icon make me laugh so hard! My dad is like "you aren't studying!!!") xD
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The-WinterRose Featured By Owner Mar 25, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
\(>w<)/

i blame the henchman! They're evil! That's why they're called 'henchmen'! Evil I tell ha! EVIIIIL!!! England (Evil) [V3] Prussia (Evil Sneaky Plan) [V5] One of the scariest zelda moments... EVER. 

(Lol)
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Kal-a-Cas Featured By Owner Mar 26, 2015
\(^w*)/ 

Lol Yeah very true! Those henchmen are such d-wads! Wish they would all go away *insert Bwahaha* 


But in all seriousness it would result in an epic battle if Reader-chan ever faces off Ayato again o.o
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The-WinterRose Featured By Owner Mar 26, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I know TwT

Ooh! Id like to see that!

Btw, did ya get a chance to look at the note i sent you? :?
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Kal-a-Cas Featured By Owner Mar 26, 2015
Yeah...but Idk. i have to finish my Levi x Dom! Reader series. xD

No not yet! I should be studying xD
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The-WinterRose Featured By Owner Mar 26, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Do whatever suites you best. Don't overwork yourself :D

Well go do that first! 
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FlaresOfTheDark Featured By Owner Mar 25, 2015  Student General Artist
Aaahhhhhh~
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Kal-a-Cas Featured By Owner Mar 25, 2015
Lol good "ah" or "holy crap what did I just read ah"? xD
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FlaresOfTheDark Featured By Owner Mar 25, 2015  Student General Artist
Good. xD I wouldn't never have a 'holy crap' one, unless it was a 'holy crap I'm in love hold me while I die of feels' ah.
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Kal-a-Cas Featured By Owner Mar 25, 2015
Lol xD Just wanted to know! (I was fine with either one lol)


Haha well that it definitely had the feels in this one...then Reader-chan got pissed...Ayato is so dead xD
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FlaresOfTheDark Featured By Owner Mar 26, 2015  Student General Artist
omg. I could imagine the reader about to kill him but Ayato kisses them, making them totally forget what they were doing
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Kal-a-Cas Featured By Owner Mar 26, 2015
Haha! That would be a good plot twist! Nobody will see it coming for sure! I mean usually with horror stories someone always ends up dead but meh I'm the author so I could change it xD

Girl, you always come up with the best ideas :3
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FlaresOfTheDark Featured By Owner Mar 26, 2015  Student General Artist
Pff, ikr. I'm just that awesome. That's why you should come to me for ideas ;)
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Kal-a-Cas Featured By Owner Mar 26, 2015
Haha yes you are! xD

Yep! You are awesome with creative things like woah! :D
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TheTinyWolf Featured By Owner Mar 25, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
I could never hate Ayato :heart:

Great story!
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Kal-a-Cas Featured By Owner Mar 25, 2015
Lol Yeah but Reader-chan is pretty pissed xD 


Thank you hun! Your chapter shall be out soon~ (oh btw I don't think you sent me the points for the second chapter. Just a reminder!) :)
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TheTinyWolf Featured By Owner Mar 25, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Sending now!
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Kal-a-Cas Featured By Owner Mar 25, 2015
Ok! 
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