BTLG- More Than Obsession - Male! Belarus x Reader

“Buuuuuuuhhhhh”

*muffled wind blowing*

You tried to move your head but your body was unable to move. In shock, you opened your eyes to find that you were under the snow!

“Ah!” you yelled. The snow budged a bit as you thrashed. You knew the more you moved the snow would collapse on your head. Thankfully you were able to move a bit more, so you decided to take a chance in order to get out. Taking a deep breath, you struggled one last time as the snow fell right on your head. You punched and kicked until you finally reached the surface, inhaling freezing air.

The wind blew; its cold grip freezing you to the bone. You sort of wished you stayed under the snow for shelter but deep down you knew you would have ran out of oxygen.

You got out of the hole you were once trapped in and wondered which way to turn. Fortunately, a storm didn't start up yet but the wind signaled that it was coming.

Something in your body told you to walk straight forward. Trusting instinct, you walked forward.

For what seemed like an endless forever, you reached a dark cave. You deemed this was a great shelter and happily walked in. Although you were happy, deep down inside you, you got this nagging feeling that something bad was to happen if you stayed in this cave.

“Nah I bet it’s nothing” you told yourself. Why listen to some stupid unnecessary feeling?

Idiot.

The little light that entered the cave was inviting until it suddenly grew dark. The change was so abrupt you noticed it, “Uh?”

The nagging feeling inside you grew until you started to visibly shake.

Something dark moved in the corner. “Who’s there?”

It came closer.

“I will kick you’re a$$!”

The something came close to you. You saw it had no distinguishable form. It was like a ball of dark matter and it set off alarm bells inside you. Signaling it was time to run, you turned but the thing was faster than you and swarmed all around you.

“Gah!” You tried to hit it with everything you got but it was like hitting air. Utterly useless.

“Get offa me!” The black blob swarmed closer to your body and growled. Pain shot up the back of your neck where your spinal cord connected to your brain. Screeching, you kicked one last time until you felt it finally leave you. As it left, the light seemed to gradually come back into the cave.

You were on your knees breathing heavily. You dared to look up to see your attacker but as you looked around you found out you were the only one in the cave with a storm ensuing outside.

“What the F*CK did you do to me?!”you yelled.

You tried to think of a happy memory. The memory of when you first got your tanktop and ponytail from your parents. But it was gone.

“What!?” you searched and searched your brain for that memory but it was gone. You banged your fists to the rocky ground in frustration.

“F*ck you!” you screeched. “F*ck you! Taking the memories I had! A$$hole come out and fight me!”

Your voice echoed out in the cave and bounced back to you.

You put your head down to the ground hurt and alone.

~~~~~Timeskip Of Male Belarus Licking His Finger and Beckoning You To, “Come Out and Play~” ~~~~~~

Yesterday night was an unusual storm. One moment, there was blue sky and the next there was a full scale blizzard. “Damn veather” male Belarus said as his heavy boots left deep indentations in the snow.

He was taking a stroll by himself. The house was getting hectic as usual. And when I mean by hectic, I mean his deranged sister, Natalia was chasing and/or clinging to poor Russia and screeching, “Marry me!” while the Baltic nations were crying in the corner telling Russia to ‘spare them’.

He was getting sick and tired of the crap he dealt with so he took time for himself; to be in silence. He looked up to the puffy cloud sky and his mind wandered. He kept thinking of that stranger woman that haunted his every waking moment:

It first started off as a random face in the crowd that he just happened to notice. Thinking it was nothing, he shrugged it off. Then she just kept appearing. At any place he went. Whether he was at the mall, a cemetery (the hell is he doing there?), or even the freaking market, she was always there. The last few times he saw her, he chased after her but he could never catch her. It was beginning to piss him off that he didn’t even know who the woman was. He constantly thought:

‘Who was she? Why is she so important? And what does she want?’

Looking to the side of him, he saw a familiar landmark. It was the cave he usually played in when he was a boy.

He stopped walking. The cave always felt like a safe haven for him especially when things became too much to handle. Thinking, ‘Why not just hang out in this cave? It’s my childhood’ And so he entered the cave but gosh was he surprised to find you.

You were the woman who had been plaguing his mind night and day.

He was caught off guard…and that was rare. His usual mask of cool composure partially slipped.

You were sleeping huddled against the cave wall. A little pale from the cold and shivering. You were hugging your knees to provide warmth that your shorts couldn’t cover. You had taken off your ponytail and put it on your wrist. You hoped that by letting your hair loose, you could conserve a bit more heat.

He didn’t think you were real. He thought you were an imaginary thing; that his mind was playing tricks on him. He decided “Vhat the hell, might as vell touch it”. He needed to know you weren’t real so you can leave him alone.

He brushed some loose strands that covered your face and partially felt your cold skin under his fingers. He pulled back quickly. “The f*ck she’s real?!”

His surprised voice woke you up. Blinking fast, you pushed yourself against the wall startled. You didn’t trust your eyes. All you could think or say was, “You’re actually real?”

Nikolai Arlofsky wore his outfit that everyone depicted of him. His fair skin and shimmering silver hair looked wonderful. His ahoge was standing straight up on his head; it was within arm’s length, so if you really wanted to, you could have touched it (unless you had a death wish). His stunning purple orbs were staring at you and narrowed.

“Of course I’m real. Vho are you?”

His gaze was pretty intimidating. You raised you head higher and replied, “My name is ______. Where am I?”

In a monotone voice, he replied, “In Belarus. Now tell me this, vhy are you everyvhere I go?” A little glint of a knife was shown in his pocket.

You were not to be intimidated. “In Belarus? Aren’t you Belarus? Plus I haven’t met you in my life!…Well except of course now I did-but that’s not the point! I-“

A sharp object was placed against your neck as he growled close to your face, “Don’t lie to me. You just admitted you knew I vas Belarus!”

You looked at him and replied, “You just told me you were Belarus”

The knife went a bit harder against your neck. “I told you vere in Belarus not that I vas Belarus!” Knife pressed really hard against your neck. “How did you know this? You have been following me?!”  (lol the stalker gets stalked)

You struggled to get a good breath of air so you could answer, “No *gasp* I used to read all about you and other nations! Nikolai I swear I have never met you before!”

The grip of the knife slackened, “You read about me?”

You nodded quickly, “Yeah, it was like a blog. Now please, I c-can’t breathe” He let go of you completely and you rubbed your neck choking for air.

He considered what you said and stared at you. His stare was unrelenting. He fully expected his stare to make you shrink back in fear but after what you just went through, you were kinda angry, so you looked back at him with equal force.

The staring contest continued for quite a few minutes until he smirked.

You squinted your eyes. “What?”

His smirk stayed on his face as he said, “You didn’t back down. Everyone either looks away or runs in fright” His grin widened. “I like that” Just as fast his grin appeared, it disappeared.

You were confused. He wanted to kill you and now he liked you.

In a sudden move, he put away his knife and demanded, “You come vith me”

You could have retorted but you were interested on why he wanted you near him and much less taking you somewhere. “Fine but-“ He turned to you. “-I need a coat…” He made a face. “…. And Its cold”

He replied, “So?”

You were getting a bit angry again. “So? So? It’s cold out there! Heck it’s cold in here! I’m going to freeze to death!” Okay you had to admit, you being melodramatic at that last part, but hey you were freezing your butt off.

He turned, now facing away from you.

You thought he didn’t care what you said. Normally he wouldn’t have, but now finding you, he needed to know why he saw you or should I say your spirit. He needed to find out why everytime you looked at him, his heart beat like a hummingbird. The feeling was different than what he felt for Russia; it felt real…more real than his sick obsession. He was determined to get to the bottom of it.

You were about to yell at him for being inconsiderate when he started shrugging off his coat. Then in a flash of movement, he threw his coat you. He replied, “There. Here is your coat. Now stop complaining”

He walked out of the cave and headed to the direction of his house.

Words died out in your mouth. You put on the coat in a hurry but that was hard considering the coat practically touched the ground.

You shrugged “Oh well” and ran after him.

~~Timeskip Of Nikolai Grabbing Your Waist and Back of the Neck Whispering in Your Ear, “Marry Me”~~

You were grateful you had Nikolai’s coat. It smelled just like him: all masculine. You hugged the coat closer to you when the wind started picking up. You also subconsciously moved closer to Nik.

The Belarusian male noticed this but didn’t move away. He couldn’t remember the last time someone was close to him…except for when he threatened to kill them or trying to force them to love him.

You were the first person to willingly come next to him even after he tried to kill you. Thinking, ‘She must be very brave or stupid’ he approached the front steps of the house.

He knocked none too gently on the door and Latvia answered. Ravis’s eyes widened and he opened the door wide open. “H-hello Mr. Arlofsky!” Ravis looked to you, “Is she a guest?”

Belarus looked to you and shrugged. “Sure, vhatever. She knows everything about us. Vhere is Big Bruder?”

Latvia looked to you shocked, “Everything?” Soon Estonia and Lithuania came by Latvia’s side, “Hey what’s going on?” They saw Mr. Belarus. “O-oh! Hello Mr. -“

Nikolai cut them off, “Vhere is Big Bruder?” A dark aura started emanating from him.

Estonia answered nervously, “H-he is in the dining room”

He took off in that direction. You quickly greeted the two other Baltic nations before you followed him.

There in the dining room, Nikolai was hugging his older brother. Russia in the meanwhile was clearly frightened.

Belarus asked, “Big Bruder! I missed you! Vhere’s Natalia? And vhat’s for dinner!”

Russia managed to pull away before he answered, “Nikolai, I’m not sure vhere Natalia is” His voice slightly shook, “But dinner can be anything you vant” Ivan inched toward the doorway.

Belarus smiled. “Sister must be somevhere… anyvay how about a Belarusian dish? Say Belarusian Boršč?”

Ivan stuttered, “Sure vhatever you vant- who is that?”

You awkwardly smiled. “Hi-erm-I’m _____. But don’t mind me, continue talking”

Russia came closer to you and replied, “I’m Ivan. Nice to meet you~”

The way Ivan looked at you suggested something, and that did NOT go well with Nikolai. To his own surprise, he was angry at his own brother for taking a liking to you. He felt you were his and no one could have you. Jealousy swarmed in him so he told Ivan, “Bruder, are you going to tell the Baltics vhat’s for dinner?”

Russia started to cower and responded, “Y-yeah” Smiled to you and hurried away.

Nikolai looked to you with the corner of his eyes and sat down on one of the dining chairs. He told you, “Sit”

You complied only because you saw some crazed look in his eye.

Asking, “So…what are we doing?”

He coolly replied, “Vaiting for dinner”

You slowly nodded and also waited for dinner.

~~~~~~~~~~Timeskip of Nik Openly Staring At You While You Pretend not to Notice~~~~~~~~~~~~

Dinner was finally made by the Baltic Nations and they quickly served both of you. When Nikolai asked where Natalia and Ivan were, Lithuania answered that he ran outside with Natalia chasing after him. Then all the Baltics left to eat somewhere else.

Nikolai gave a “hm” in response and started eating.

You eyebrows raised. “Hold on. You don’t care that your brother is being chase by a maniac?”

He sharply looked at you.

“*ahem* I mean sister?” You corrected.

He shrugged, “They’ll be back eventually” and continued to eat.

You resolved yourself to just eat also. You looked down to see a plate full of meat, potatoes, and a whole bunch of other stuff. You gingerly picked up a fork and stuck the food in your mouth.

“That’s good~” You chewed and smiled. The food was greatly cooked.

“You enjoy it?”

“Yep! So much flavor” You took another bite.

One corner of his mouth quirked up and before you noticed, he let it dissipate.

The hour passed by on what felt like minutes, when you both finished your dinner. You talked with Nikolai throughout dinner, even though you did most of the talking.

Night creeped into the dining room so the only light shining was the chandelier above you. You gave a long yawn and snuggled into the coat. Your body was tired from the long day today and you just wanted to sleep.

Your face looked more cherubic from the way the light hit you as you yawned. Nikolai looked to you in awe. You seemed to be getting prettier with each passing moment. Maybe he could take a chance?

He got off his chair and scooped you up; all in one motion. You woke up in shock. “What the-?” You looked up at him and your cheeks warmed, “What are you doing?”

He looked down at you and simply said, “Taking you to bed”

For a second your mind didn’t compute, then it recovered, “Say what?”

“You heard me” he briskly walked up the stairs and headed down a corridor turned right and opened a door. He then set you down on a bed.

You sat up with his huge coat slightly falling off your shoulders. “I-“ You looked around the room and saw the color theme of red, green, and a bit of white. Covering almost the whole window was his flag. You stammered, “I-Is this your r-room!?”

He came close to you, “Dy. You like it?”

He coming closer to you and he was so close you felt his body heat reach out toward you. “Y-Yeah”

“You can sleep here if you vant~” His breath lightly caressed your face.

You didn’t really know what to do in a situation like this so you ambush-hugged him. This astonished him.

“Thank you, Niki for finding it in your heart to help me. You’re not a bad person everyone claims you to be” You rested your head on his shoulder.

None one told him anything that sentimental to him before. Although he could do without the nickname you recently gave him, he put his face to your neck. He liked your smell, your hair, you face, everything! He kissed the side of your neck and ran his lips along its length.

You shivered. You wanted to feel his touch but you asked yourself if you wanted this. Sadly, before you could debate any further with yourself, you heard the front door of the house being thrust open. Russia was screaming downstairs as you heard Natalia chase him, screeching, “Marry me! Marry Me! MARRY ME!”

Ivan yelled, “Help!”

Nikolai grumbled in frustration as he pulled away from you. In a low voice he told you, “Stay here. I have to deal vith this” He almost left until he came back to you, kissed your ear and whispered, “But just in case, Goodnight”

You breathed, “Goodnight” as you watched him leave and go downstairs. You got up softly closed the door, in hopes to muffle the screams of Ivan and Natalia before lying back down on your bed.

You covered yourself in the comforter and wrapped yourself tighter in Nik’s coat. You smiled into his coat, insanely happy on how today turned out. All this seemed like a wonderful dream! That mirror actually made your wish come true!

But as you lay there, you remembered that you were slowly forgetting your old life and the people you knew, and more importantly, you were forgetting your parents you left behind in your dimension.

Now all that clouded your mind was “Why am I forgetting them?...”

“…And how do I get back home?”